Two weeks ago, I suffered a knock while playing footsal with a bunch of Uni mates. Thinking I was macho and all, I persisted playing throughout the game though having a real uneasy feeling at my right calf muscle. After the game, I could barely walk properly due to the pain. That very night, after having a shower and all, I couldnt even stand.
After consulting 2 doctors for treatment, they both concluded that I must have torn a muscle during the game. Due to the impact of the knock from my friend, my muscle tore causing blood vessels inbetween to rupture. They diagnosed at least a month recovery period and prescribed me to some pain killers. Well thank God for that happened just before a 1 week raya break. Being injured and sick is the worst time you want to be anywhere else but Home. Now that school has started, I am having to hobble around university hoping that certain classes will still be on raya break :P
This injury has really taught me some important lessons. I believe God allowed this to happen to teach me and to rebuke me.
Firstly, our bodies are the temple of the Holy Spirit. I have not been treating it the way it deserves. Not respecting my own body enough. I am guilty of always trashing my body in sports , fun and etc. Late nights, heavy meals before bed, eating junk/rubbish , and etc. has always been a habit. Well , if my body is the temple of GOD , is this what it deserves? If I am bought with a price, the very percious blood of the Lamb, am I able to live out that extra-ordinary life while His temple is like semi destroyed? Am I able to serve Him better like this? or Before?
These are important questions that I always breeze through without looking at the significance of them. I am being selfish, thinking of myself only. Having fun momentarily, eating syiok syiok momentarily. I am not considering the long term effects of my actions. How would these habits affect my life in the future?
1 Corinthians 6:18-20 (New International Version)
18Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a man commits are outside his body, but he who sins sexually sins against his own body. 19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
Our bodies are really not our own. It is on loan to us whilst we are here. Are we looking after it the way it should be looked after?
It is difficult to serve when our bodies are really not up to it. A simple example is when we are tired or had not enough sleep, how is it that we are able to worship the Lord or read and indulge in His word? Is our 100% to Him , or to the bed?
How much more when our bodies are in unhealthy conditions. Thus looking after our temples should never be overlooked!
Second lesson I learnt from this experience is that we should be thankful in all situations. Now how I look and admire ppl who are able body, who can carry out daily life without a challenge or pain. For those who are less fortunate, it is a BIG challenge to even get out of bed unaided. Are we being thankful in all situations? Are we aware that our lives are in the hands of the Almighty and it is up to Him to give or take away?
Be thankful in all situations! Because once what you once had is gone, you will definately regret.
Now all I can do is pray and hope my leg gets better as well as enjoy what I still have to enjoy! Going through this situation, God has helped me relate to those are also having such physical impairment as well. It is truly no joke to be one legged or one handed. Lets do what we can to do who we meet like these around us. Let us extend the Love of Christ to our less fortunate friends. To God be the Glory.